Lately, I’ve been having trouble falling asleep. It’s very frustrating. Some of you might be reading this post in the middle of the night and can relate. Since I can’t sleep I might as well write. At least I feel I’m doing something positive with all this free time on my hands. Actually, it really isn’t free time because I know that sometime tomorrow afternoon I’ll be taping my eyelids to my forehead.
I don’t really have a bedtime routine. Maybe that’s the problem. But I’m perfectly capable of relaxing, getting cozy in bed, maybe reading a little bit, or watching something I’ve taped on television. A little Tylenol PM, or something stronger usually does the trick. Sometimes the brain just won’t shut down. I start thinking. And thinking. And making lists in my head. And playing out scenarios of possible future events. God knows I must be prepared. I tell my brain to shut the hell up. My brain doesn’t listen …. it has a will beyond my control.
Yeah I make grocery lists. To Do Lists for the office. And I come up with what I think are stunningly brilliant ideas for a music project, an art project …. you name it. But I’m trying to fall asleep, dammit, and so I don’t take the time to sit up and write anything on paper. Maybe that’s a good thing. What seems like a great idea in the middle of the night can look pretty stupid in the light of day. I lived through the 70’s and 80’s and 90’s. Enough said. Now that I have my own personal forum of random rants, I’m taking a chance and depositing some of the loose screws in my head right here, right now. Maybe this will help me fall asleep. It’s worth a try.
Between June 11 to July 2 St. Petersburg, Russia, celebrates what they call The White Nights. During this time, the sun does not go below the horizon deep enough for the sky to become dark. It’s a veritable Mecca for insomniacs. And I’m sure their festivals are lots of fun. Hmmmm … vodka 24/7. Not a bad idea!
As I sit here, my two cats are looking at me. They are both curled up, totally relaxed and have not a care in the world. Maybe that’s because they are cats with little brains and the ability to sleep with their feet over their face. My gray tabby, Tigger is actually looking at me upside down. But it’s easy for him to be distracted and now he’s licking his ass. Lovely.
Well, at least the crickets and other bugs are still up and making their end-of-the-summer bug sounds. However, at some point they too will shut up. Insects are classified as arthropods. I know this because it’s late at night and I have time to Google random information about bugs. I could be doing something more productive like laundry but that would involve actually moving and going up and down stairs. I could try wandering around Facebook looking for new games and applications. It’s easy to get lost in the Facebook Vortex. Maybe I’ll give it a try and will let you know if it works or not.